Random Ramblings Are Random

Looks like I was right to question my relationship...dude broke up with me via text. No reason provided, and certainly not enough balls to break up with me face to face. I doubt he ever will talk to me face to face about it, and I'm not exactly going to pester him to find out. No, I'm not upset about it because I had already realized what was going on back when he couldn't keep his reasons straight for not wanting to move in with me. Whatever.

Well, it looks like I will be staying put for a while longer. The boyfriend has decided that he does not want to move into my place at all, that we should plan on moving into a new place entirely instead of him basically having to move twice. And that is not his only excuse. One of his excuses has been that my current place is too far from where I live. Any of the places I have been looking at that include three bedrooms (and that is even before trying to look for a place with a balcony or porch) are even further away. Yet he's okay with that? Um, something is not adding up here. If he feels there is a serious issue with my place then I wish he would just say it instead of coming up with excuses. It pisses me off when somebody feels that they can just basically lie instead of being honest, and that is the sort of thing I cannot tolerate in a partner. Either be honest or fuck off. I've got no time for bullshitters. Further to that, tonight is Tibb's Eve here in Newfoun...

Well, it looks like moving the big blue chair from my kitchen is going to have to wait. Why? Because the basement is filled to the tits with other people's crap and there simply is no room to put the chair. Unless I just toss it in on top of somebody else's stuff down there. Which is what may end up happening just so I can get my clutter under something approaching control. I have decided that I will likely be getting rid of most of my spare animal cages because I don't see myself doing much fostering in the near future. Holding onto so many extra cages is just nuts, to be entirely honest. If they all folded down so they took up less space it would not be an issue, but such is life. The boyfriend is having some difficulty accepting the mess I have accumulated over the past couple of years, and it has made him start to rethink the idea of moving in with me. He never realized that people could end up with the sort of mess I've been living with, that people could not g...

I am in the process of getting ready to do a deep clean of my little apartment. Or at least most of it - the kid's room is pretty much off limits as that is the kid's responsibility to get sorted out. For now. As we get closer to possibly moving out of here and into a new place with my boyfriend we do need to get the constant mess under control so the landlord can show the place to potential new tenants.

Yep, I have started my blog from scratch yet again. Why? Because I realized that I was not happy with the aims of my previous blog. This is why I usually delete all my old posts and revamp everything once in a while. It's akin to when I used to burn my old journals when they no longer fit where I was in my life at that point. Anyhoo... For now I will keep this as sort of a stream of conscious blog where I post what is on my mind when I want to share it with the public. Or basically whoever reads this blog. Not that I have a particularly large audience or anything, because I don't :P